Dancing In The Rain

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

These few days i like more tired when i'm actually studying 4 finals. Sleep aso sleep so much less and uncomfortable than finals thanks to sum ppl. Haha

Christmas eve was fun! it was d longest "celebration" cuz v went steamboat then drinking at fren's hse n woke up at 2pm den slp again till 6pm den dinner wit his family and yum cha till christmas is over. I kena bully teruk teruk by d 2 BFF man. We play Big2 and i keep losing so hav 2 drink 1 shot. At 1st was drinking Raspberry vodka (disgusting but after 1 or 2 shots, no more taste) den switch 2 Barcadi Razz (so much more sweeter that it's bloody disgusting). Tat nite i 100% drink more den 10 shots but still can tahan. No hangovers! YAY! haha

Christmas dinner was nice but den i kenot finish d salmon. It's a 4 course dinner and i can't even finish anything. Salad i eat d prawn n a few vege, soup i eat d turkey bits and a few spoon, Salmon i manage 2 eat 2/3 only and dessert, a few tiny bites of ice cream. Can't even finish d bloody orange juice!

Fri nite went 2 a fren's hse n stay n played big2 n drink (i swear i played Big2 in dis few days more den i usually play in a yr!). Cuz my tequila only left half bottle, v opened a half bottle disgusting red wine n a cheap rum, Kapak. Haha. 1st is red wine, then tequila n last kapak. Mix until like tat i'm surprised i wasn't really drunk. Mayb cuz i din really touch d kapak. =)

Mayb i'll go down spore 2 study. If i can get in d uni la. Lolx. At Nanyang Business Uni. Go check it out. Den mayb u can come wit me! =)

K la, it's almost 2 d n tmr i gotta wake up at freaking 7.30am. Sending a fren to spore. N believe me, he makes spore sound like it's half way round d world. Keep saying last time u'll get 2 c me n all. =p I mmg going down spore in jan d la. So i'll juz c u dere la! =)

= MoD =

PS: i juz got a whole 1litter btl of tequila from a fren! Drinking time~

And she survived.. ;

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

It has only been 3 nites and everything is a mess already.

I really can't wait till i can finally leave, either 2 study or work i don't give a shit. All i want is to get out of here.

Fast.

Is not that i don't get freedom. I can go where ever the hell i want without them knowing.

But what i really want, they can't give me.

That's y i need to leave.

And she survived.. ;

Sunday, December 21, 2008

SAD!

Ma de. I suppose 2 can go Spore 2day wan lo. All cuz i dun hav passport den i kenot go! Free tickets u noe! Dam not fair. T.T

It's gonna be one long ass post. Cuz it's been a really busy few days. Went MOS n genting n all.

MOS was really fun! But d stupid bartender dunno how 2 do lamborghini wan. Ci bai. He balance a Galiano bottle on a bar blade but den kenot balance. So d stupid btl fell down n knocked my head. Dam pain lo. And all d liqueur spilt everywhere.

God knows what time i went back but dei said bout 5am. Din even go back my hse cuz too ~~drunk~~ tired so went 2 a fren's hse 2 slp. Lolx.

Den later bout 7am woke up 2 go GENTING. Wah, i dam sleepy d lo. Really really dun wanna go d but den i promised dem n all. So i good fren ma! Sure i drag my ass out of d hse n crawl 2 d car la. Haha!

Met sim at d ktm at 7.30 or 8 (i aso dunno la, can't rmb). Only 6 of us -Sim, Max, Kevin, Jojo, Selyna n me- went cuz d rest partied too hard last nite =D Travelled all d way 2 KL sentral but den d earliest bus ticket is at 1pm (or smtg like tat) so v took a 1 bloody long hr bus ride to 1u to take d bus dere. Max slept like a bloody log man. D bus sit so uncomfortable he aso can slp. Pui fook Pui fook. Haha

We finally reached Genting bout 12pm den straight away went into Theme Park! It was so so so worth it to buy d EXPRESS PASS. Juz another extra RM6 den can juz CUT LINE! Feel kinda bad la. Seeing those ppl wait so long d, den v sudd came in from d exit and got in 1st. Lolx

Sim dam funny lo. When v playing Cyclone (d small roller coaster), i sat v sim and max was at d back. Those 2 scream like so hai ni and dam dam embrassing. Cuz when d cart not even moving, still at d station, dei already screaming. Screaming aso nvm, scream dam loud aso nvm, scream at my ear i aso tahan. But den every1 looking at us like jakun ni. Like nvr sit roller coaster b4. Dunno from which kampung wan. Hahaha

Den when d roller coaster stops, it stops dam sudden wan. So our whole body like kena throw in front. Den tat sim ngam ngam "sok kan pei sui" n when sudd stop, his body kenot fight d force n d pei sui fly out n land between his feet. DAM DISGUSTING man! Make me laff like idiot ni. Lolx

Den d pirate ship more funny. Max me n kevin sit at d highest end on 1 side den jojo sim n selyna sit at d opposite side. Got a bunch of children n parents sitting between us. When d ride ngam ngam start, max started screaming (u shld know he scream like a girl getting gang banged =p) n d rows in front of us all looked back n jeling us. Haha

After a while i looked at sim n sim dam dam dam FUNNY! u know how ppl scream like
*cough*max*cough* or like AHHH or WOO or smtg like tat. But sim is dam diff wan. He screams like ROOOAAAARRRR!! Like a dinosaur!! HAHHAHA

I laff till cry dere. He sumore close eyes n open mouth big big n RRROOOOOAAAAARRRRR!!! I'll keep tat image in my memory 4eva. Shld have taken a pic la. Lolz

Den v played Corkscrew n i sat in front wit selyna. But selyna wasted d chance lo cuz she pulled her hood down n tucked her head aside. Din even look at d track. Sigh. But i play till dam syok la. =D

Oh ya, ALL my life, i've never won anything playing those games where u hook rubber duckies n c if u won anything. Tat day, 4 d 1st time 1 actually WON a small bear bear! When v playing d flume ride, i put d bear2 at d shelf n i 4got 2 take it after.

So i went back down d stairs 2 take it but half way down, dei all were asking d lady 2 throw d bear2 up. So i keep screaming no but tat lady like dam excited and stupid cuz she threw it 2 wrong way n guess what. D bear hit d rails n fell down. Fell down aso nvm, sumore wanna roll down into 2 water.

In d end, my 1st bear2 i won playing rubber duckie is still swiming in genting. T.T

Graduation was ok except i 4got 2 bring a blazer. I brought all my formal clothes back and me n tracy had 2 hunt d hse 4 2 pairs of decent formal wear. Haha

And i got Very Honourable Pass with Congratz form Jury. But dunno score la. Dunno is a good thing or bad thing.

Some pics: (cuz d rest still in my fon. Lazy)

waiting 4 space shot. Look at jojo, like v forced her there =D

Me n max's tattoo. D rest din wanna spend $$ lolx

Love,
TuRtL3

PS: horny, i noe u're coming back. SLEEPOVER! =D

And she survived.. ;

Sunday, December 14, 2008

1st week of finals had passed. Now only left French n BM oral and restaurant practial. Can't wait to end all these crap soon. It's so tiring already.

Can't believe that 2 yrs had juz passed like that. Langkawi and Redang now feels like a cpl yrs ago instead of only half to 1 yr ago. I feel so old and yet when i tink of it, i just turned 18. Haha.

I've always thought of my decision to skip std4 all those yrs ago. Although i had to attend extra science and KT class so i can catch up, but still.. It's been great 9 years. I always wondered what would happened to my life and where would i be now if i did not jump a grade.

Would i still made d same great frens in secondary school and college?

Would i have met ppl whom changed my life?

Would i have gone Langkawi for training and met my "38" frens?

Would i have gone to Redang and learned valuble life lessons?

Would i still do those wild things i did n wld my frens be so sporting?

Would i like clubbing? (It was bcuz of Langkawi that i love clubbing and can't stop.)

Would i even move out and stay with my fren?

Would i have studied Hotel Mgmt?

Just one small decision, and so many things can change. And d reason y i choose to jump is cuz i don't wanna study extra 1 yr. (Lazy) Haha. But i'm glad of all d things that happened to me. Good or bad. I din regret making this decision. Not even for a second. Cuz i abso-fucking-lutely love my frens. =D

I was thinking of this phase "When life gives u lemon, make lemonade." If life ever gives me lemon, i would make honey lemon or ribena lemon cuz i like my drink so so much sweeter! haha.

U know d Christmas song which goes..

I saw mummy kissing Santa Clause,

underneath the misletoe last nite,

She didn't see my creep,

Down the stairs to have a peep,

She thought that i was tucked up in my bedroom fast asleep,

Than i saw mummy tickle Santa Clause,

Underneath his beard so snowy white,

Oh, what a laugh it would have been,

If Daddy only had seen,

Mummy kissing Santa Clause last nite!

I've always think that mummy is cheating on daddy with Santa. So i dun get y ppl teach children that song as the song basically means mummy is an adulterer! Haha. But i like d tone and now it's stuck in my head. And i'm singing and humming it very happily too. Haha!

I've read before somewhere that life is like a Director's Cut. Ppl only see the good parts and not d bad one. My life is excatly like a director's cut. Ppl tend to see the good thing only. They never see the bad things. Mayb i only show them the good thing or they aren't that perceptive.

They only see d happy side of my life full of shoppings, yum chas, pools and clubbings. But ppl don't see how i struggle for perfection in my parent's eyes. And there are so many more which i don't wanna say. It might scare u! Lolx. So b4 u really know me, don't assume things.

I know it's a dam random post. Haha. I started writing it bout 11 smtg and now it's almost 4 d. I keep writing and stopping and continuing writing. Cuz i really really dowan study FRENCH! sigh~

Ciao~
xoxo

And she survived.. ;

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Had been so so long since i last updated. Not my fault k? Ridzuan no internet and i got trials. =p

I tink i'm gonna get appendix soon. With all the eating and then running, i would not be surprised. haha.

Last tues, me n tracy tinking wanna go out mamak yum cha n eat dinner cuz trials 'over' d. Bout 11.30pm only v left hse. Walked dere n order. Once our food came, it started drizzling very little. Den longer n longer getting abit heavier so v aso dowan eat d n ready 2 go back. Not even half way walking back, suddenly rain heavier. And v dowan get wet cuz ngam ngam bath ni!! So what 2 do? RUN lo. Run all d way back Ridzuan. And guess wat time v reach back? 11.50pm. 1st time i yum cha 20mins ni. HAHA

Trials are finally over!! YAY! But then finals are coming in a few more days. Sigh. And the WORST part is, i'm too freaking LAZY to study again! It'll be alright if i still rmb wat i studied last week but NOTHING is coming back 2 me!! But i really kenot study la, TOO LAZY d. I tink it's genetics. Or mayb it's juz me. Hmm..

I actually have a list of things i wanna do these few days/weeks but den it's not easy getting ppl 2 do it wit me. Hmph!

1st, i wanna go Sunway Lagoon!! (i can get d bloody tickets at RM31.50 only la)
2nd, i wanna go up Genting with frens
3rd, i wanna go ice skating (Taylorians gets it at RM11)
4th, i wanna go back Langkawi (i miss d place)

Throughout my life (i noe it's short haha), i've learnt that bdays are juz another ordinary day. I've learnt not to expect to much cuz all you'll get is disappointment. But d bday i appreciate the most and rmb the best was last year in Langkawi. The 1st time i celebrated out of KL and on d beach. And something happened to me which had stopped a long long time ago. And v drank tequila on d beach! =)

So this yr's bday i din expect anything special except 4 a dinner. Hehe.Went down 2 Kuala Selangor 4 dinner cuz i abso-fucking-lutely love seafood! Drove 2 bloody hrs to reach there (and got lost coming back haha). Then bought fresh prawns and fish to bring 2 d restaurant to cook. Dam dam nice! Got crab, lala, fish, prawns, seafood porridge and veggie. And d sunset view was amazing! Too bad pics are still in my sis's cam.

I still wanna go clubbing but then.. Long story short. NOT FREE. (and its not me only) So i dun care on d 18 or 19 dec, i wld dam make sure i go clubbing. If every1 is "NOT FREE" den i wld go alone. It doesn't really matter, i know u guys are bz. =)

Well, nothing special happened. At least nothing special happened which i can remember now la. Haha. Oh ya there is! My fren said i'm fat. Hmph!!

Loves and Kisses
Turtle

And she survived.. ;

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