Dancing In The Rain
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Spent $400 in 2 days. This prolly means no vaccy for me nx yr. I swear I didn't spend it all on shopping. I only spent $100 buying a set of Calvin Klein lingerie (gotta love CK) and a normal jacket to wear at home. THAT'S IT.
Where the other $300 went is a really really good question. You see, I went clubbing fri night went out with $150, came home with $4.40. That was cz I kept buying drinks for people. Drunk me= Generous me. It's a trait I detest! And I paid for my friend's cab fare back to boxhill cz he was too fucking drunk to do anything except blabbering nonsense n some other shit.
Then sat night we went bar and karaoke. I bought this shot called "Flat Line" and damn was it goooood! It's half tequila, half sambucca and a few drops of TABASCO sauce. It looks a lil weird cz the tabasco floats between tequila n sambucca so it reminds me of this tiny little fetus. Now that I think of it, it's really disgusting. Then we opened bottled in the karaoke bar which somehow totaled up to $100 each.
So much for NOT shopping eh.
And she survived.. ;
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Been hiding at home for the past 2 days cz I didn't wanna go out and spend $$. The things I do to save money..
Well, not really hiding cz I had some friends over to stop me from going out haha. We watched The Big Bang Theory complete season 1 till 1am last night. HOW IN THE WORLD HAD I NOT KNOWN ABOUT THIS SHOW?? Damn fucking funny. I really laughed till I had trouble breathing!
For those who still live under a rock (like I had previously but now have been enlightened), it's about 4 super genius scientist with absolutely zero or barely there social interaction skills and a pretty blonde new neighbour who has an "average" IQ. For me the funniest character is Sheldon (2nd from left wearing a Flash t-shirt)cz he's freaking smart and thinks it's perfectly normal to point it out to others and he has this weird obssesive complusive disorder where he labels everything including the label maker HAHA and a questionable sense of logic too.
Then the Indian guy can't talk to pretty ladies. EVER. Well, unless he's drunk of course. And the other guy whom I suddenly forgot his name (1st from left) thinks that he's this "sex machine/sexy macho man" who can speak 6 different languages and hits on ladies with weird opening lines. The guy sitting on the top is Lenard who is prolly the most "normal" people in the group n he likes Penny but is too chicken shit to acknowledge it lol
These guys are really super nerds. They bought a freaking time machine of ebay! haha Well, gonna continue watching second season tonight provided I'm not going out.
It's getting colder now as winter is just 3 weeks away (at least that's what the paper said). One part of my brain keep telling me I need to buy more warmer stockings and a thick warm jacket and gloves and boots and prolly ear muffs too. But the other side of my brain says "No Carmen, NO SHOPPING"
So, what in the world should I do? Damn it, I hate it when the two side of my brain is fighting. Fuckkk
And she survived.. ;
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Heart this skirt. It feels so 70's or something. I keep telling myself "No Carmen, no more shopping for u" and look at what I bought? If this keeps up, along with clubbing, I think no vacation for me next year where I am suppose to go China and Thailand =(
As much as I love being around people, I also love being alone. Now, every Wed after my french class I'll go to this cafe and have a skinny cappuccino and a slice of cake while reading the day's newspaper. My friend said I sound so european haha cz apparently that's what they do there in the afternoon.
Another friend said why I sound so lonely? Some people just don't understand that having alone time is just precious. I'm surrounded by people all the freaking time even at home. It's nice but really all I want is some quiet time to unwind. Especially after a loooong tiring week.
And really, what's a girl gotta do to make a guy STOP being interested in me?? Honestly, I'm fucking annoyed with him. I told him I've got a bf (NO denise I don't!). Common sense would tell u to back the fuck off right? And yet, he still asks me when is my off days and what am I doing. Hello, even if i'm dead bored, I still wouldn't go for coffee or movie or dinner with you alright? I rather die being bored at home. One day, I should just say "I'm busy cause i'll be fucking my bf 48 hours straight." Maybe that will finally put him off.
And what's wrong with being single? Everyone I meet ask me whether I've got a bf or not and when I say no, they go "Oh, that can't be true! Why is a pretty girl like you single?" Thanks for the compliment but is it illegal to be single now? Then they'll see the ring I have on my ring finger and ask me why do I have a ring then?
I guess the ring symbolizes independence to me. I've drooled over this particular ring for years (YEARS!!) but my mom won't buy it for me. And I didn't want any bf to get it for me too cz I love this ring way to much for it to be a gift from someone who I would prolly separate from later. I don't want any boys tainting this ring. Cause imagine if a guy gave it to me and we broke up. Everytime I look at the ring i'll think of him= NOT GOOD. And, this is the very first item I allow myself to indulge with my first pay check ever. So this ring means ALOT to me. Cause I want to achieve things myself and not depend on other to get it for me.
Alright, I've gotta go out for dinner now.
And she survived.. ;