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QueEn of BiTches




I wanted to type this long ass description bout me.
But I'm too lazy.
So I'll just describe myself in one sentence:

I am special =)

mE m3 Me

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    2010 Resolutions

    + Spend less. Save more.
    + Get another tattoo
    + Control my temper
    + Keep in touch with more people
    + Spend less.
    + To control my impatient-ness
    + Work hard
    + Stop smoking
    + Drink less
    + Stop having blackout nights
    + Exercise more
    + Spend less.
    + Eat more
    + Blog more
    + Stop procasinating
    + Stop skipping meals
    + Master my French

    I *heart*

    + My Bunny
    + Drinking =)
    + Clubbing
    + Chocolates
    + My Besties
    + Laughing
    + Swimming
    + Towering heels
    + Movies
    + Flaming Lamborghini
    + Laughing
    + Sunglasses
    + Dancing in d rain
    + Crying in d dark

    FrieNdly BitChes of miNe

    Joann
    Denise
    Shin Yi
    Esther

    Lynette
    Audrey
    Selyna
    Nicole
    Rosalyn
    Kenny
    Avril
    Csyin
    Natalie
    Rachael

    JusT sPit it ouT




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    How To Eat a Cupcake
    Baking Mum
    Bakerella

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    Tuesday, September 28, 2010



    Tattoo hunting now! All thanks to denise and her fb post which made me thought of her dad getting a tattoo (which btw still cracks me up) and then followed by me thinking AND dreaming about tattoos last night lol

    I had so many ideas of what I wanna get. First, word or symbol/picture. After a careful consideration (of approx 5mins) i decided to stick with word. Cz I don't wanna be another girl who ppl thinks is a bimbo for getting a pic tattoo 'cause it's like, pretty and stuff and like, I look so like, cool with it' Fuck you bimbos for permanently ruining pic tattoos.

    So yeah words/lettering tattoos for me. YAY!!

    I want something to do with happiness. I think one day, I'll prolly have a few words tattooed on me. Cause I wanna get faith, freedom, mortality, imperfection and so many more. My friend said 'Why don't u just tattoo 10 stars in different styles and sizes to represent different things'. Like that better I just tattoo 20 stars or butterflies, 'cz it looks prettier!' *in my best bimbo-tic voice ever* across my body and not get anymore cause I've ran out of words to name them. Do I look like a fucking retard? Or a bimbo by any chance?

    If bimbos hadn't ruined pic tattoos I was thinking of a bluebird tattoo cz it symbolizes prosperity, good luck and good health and the blue colour symbolizes eternal happiness.

    Words, I was thinking between a simple happiness in english or french which is Bonheur. Or live love laugh or vie amour rire.
    And for the word, which ever one I finally choose, it's gonna be on my right shoulder. Or on my chest near my shoulder so I still can cover it with a shirt if needed. And maybe with a few cherry blossoms with the word.

    Cz cherry blossoms represents the fragility of life. It grows,it blooms, it gets so beautiful that everyone 'ooh..' and 'ahh...' at it but no matter how beautiful it blooms, death still claims it short short life. And it's a symbol of beauty and sexuality. And the way of samurai as well: 'This is a good day to die'. No, I'm not gonna commit suicide or anything. It just means live life as if you'll die tomorrow.

    Speaking about living life. I did thought of doing:

    Rêve comme si ta vie ètait èternelle
    Vis comme si tu derais mourir demain


    it means

    Dream as if you'll live forever
    Live as if you'll die tomorrow



    Love this tat as well. I've always love wolf and feather and this a perfect combination of both. Although wolf represents loyalty, victory, fidelity and courage, it also represents evil spirit, chaos, lechery and in early Christianity, it represents Satan.

    But how can these adorable cutie represents Satan??

    And she survived.. ;

    Thursday, September 23, 2010


    Oh Oh! And I'm going to singapore! I'm going to singapore! For a holiday =D

    Guess how much it costs staying in Hilton Singapore? SGD 38! Yes! Thirty eight sg dollar!! For a night! For 2 ppl! I almost fainted when I saw the price. I thought I got blind for a sec and missed a 1 in front of 3 but no, it is SGD 38! Which is like AUD 30 only. Fucccckkkkking CHEAP!! =O

    And msia is like RM90 per night bt that is PJ Hilton not KL Hilton. Which these super cheap rates I wanna travel around the motherfucking world man! So cheaaapppp!

    Imma stay with Hilton until I've traveled the world =)

    Even if they don't pay me enough and gives me to much work sometimes. And seriously, I would not recommend anyone to work in front office. Cause we don't get paid enough to get yelled at by guest. Yes, it's not all glamour and shit working in hotel. We have to deal with shitty people and their shitty complains occasionally. and it sucks. Getting yelled at in the lobby in front of so many ppl.

    But being a manager sucks even more. Cz at least when the shit guest is shouting I can just leave and ask my manager to deal with them cz I'm not paid to get yelled at. I have my dad for it. It's his lifetime job and commitment to me. And the sad part is, managers actually don't get paid enough to be yelled at. And dealing with shitty people every single day.

    I'm happy doing this for awhile. Maybe switch to reservation or smtg later on. But for now, I'm loving life. Even if I have that love sick puppy following me around. And I can't kick the said puppy away because I'm not that cruel but seriously, how I tell him I am not interested. I'm showing so many OBVIOUS signs already and he still don't get it. I might have to do what I told ducky, sharpie "I'm not fucking interested in you" on my motherfucking forehead. Maybe then he will finally get a clue!

    And she survived.. ;



    "chuck didn't die!"
    "chuck didn't die!"
    "chuck didn't die!"
    "chuck didn't die!"
    "chuck didn't die!"
    "chuck didn't die!"

    But then GG is getting kinda dull. Maybe there wasn't enough drama in the 1st episode. Baby milo is cute tho.

    Now I can't wait for Bones, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate housewives, NCIS and Dollhouse =D

    And she survived.. ;

    Wednesday, September 8, 2010


    I'm suppose to be asleep. But I just watched finished Gossip Girl season 3 (i KNOW im waaaay behind) and all i can think of is 'Damnit! Chuck got shot. Chuck got shot. Chuck got shot' *crieeeesssss* I guess I've gotta be grateful that I'm so extremely outdated that the new season is starting soon. I. CANT. WAIT.

    I'm a HUGE fan of Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. They're adorable. I love how their evilness complements each other haha and Jenny? 1 word: BITCH. Like a small girl trying to fit in to adult life. Serena? She's like lost, going around in circles making pathetic mistakes. But I can't decide whether I like her with Nate or Dan. Hmmm...

    Bt I definitely hate Vanessa. Idk why I just do. Trying to act all 'goody two shoes' but is actually hatching evil plans. I prefer ppl who shows others they are mean instead of pretending they're not. I realised Dan is like a man whore in the show! He's like jumping from one girl to another in just one season. And I do mean literally jumping. Jumping in bed with different girls that is lol

    Awww don't they look adorable?

    Sigh.. been having boy troubles. I feel like I'm cheating on one when I'm with another and I feel like I'm playing/using (wtv u wanna call it) the other to make another jealous when I said i'm over him. THIS is exactly why having relationship is so frustrating. Boys sucks. Which is why no strings attach are so much easier and fun. Once it gets emotional, you can just cut it off without repercussion and ppl thinking u are mean for breaking up with the 'bf'

    And she survived.. ;

    Saturday, September 4, 2010


    Hola!I don't look like this now lol changed my hair colour. Went back to being brunette.

    Had a few exciting dayss lately and been pretty busy until I don't get to sit in front of comp for more than 2 hours. Currently I just woke up (still haven brush teeth yet hahaha) and it's like a motherfucking thunderstorm outside!

    Last last week (i think?) went to a friend's bday @ Lavish club. Took a bunch of pics there BUT he said he won't post it in fb cause "there's alot of ppl I don't like who came 2 Lavish" Which brings up the question of "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HANG OUT OR INVITE PPL YOU DON'T LIKE TO YOUR FUCKING BDAY PARTY?" Answer? Simple, he probably just wanna look cool like look-at-how-many-friends-I-have-attending-my-party kind of cool. Fuck that. If I don't like someone, I'll very very rarely hang out with them and if I do I probably got dragged there. Now I can't get the pics until I meet up with him again. N it's a maybe.

    I also went to CHOCOLATE FACTORY!!!!!! Omg I could just imagine myself living there FOREVER! I'll probably get reaaaallly faaat and die of heart disease cz my cholesterol is high but I. Don't. Care. We also went to a winery which was comsi comsa and the melbourne crime tour which brought us to places where famous massacre happened which was pretty cool but depressing to hear about at 10am. Best part? ALL FREEEE! It's free for any other tours I want as well =D I love working in hotels.

    A portrait of Edna Dame (?) made of chocolates!
    Chocolate Town! I wish I could live in it. It even has a train moving lol
    No, it's not a brown wall. It's a MOTHERFUCKING CHOCOLATE WATERFALL!! You can't imagine how badly I wanted to climb in and open my mouth or just fucking bath in it! =O
    Chocolate shots


    Oh speaking about work, Hilton is abusing me damn it! Because they know I can handle up to 40 guest BY MYSELF, they usually try to save $$ by not getting a part timer to help me. My fav guest said he hope I'm getting paid triple for the way I handled things that extremely busy night and made sure everyone had a drink. I told him I hope so to but no, I'm still getting paid normal rate with pm penalty. Sucksss

    And my manager and front office manager is arguing cz they both wants me to work in their departments. Cause front office is waaay to low on trained staff bt my manager said he already took one of our girls so he's not getting me too. Oh how the vain side of me love being fought over! But then I think I prefer it being guys instead of managers...

    Oh and I moved to a new apartment! And I absofuckinglutely loveeee my new housemates! They r like my parents cz they are always cooking food for me and everytime I come home late after work, they have like a bowl of soup or smtg waiting 4 me in the micro oven =D

    The view is amazingly gorgeous too! 17th floor man.


    Our dining table which looks out the balcony

    And we did steamboat! My first steamboat ever in Melb not counting Korean hot pots.
    Self made wantans. Yummey!
    The guy who lives with his gf in d other room. He's super nice
    His gf and meeee!

    They are so adorably sweet that sometimes I can't even look and I'm not talking about pda and all. It's just the way he treats her and the way they both adore each other. They've been together for almost 3 years. Sometimes when I look at them I think "I want that someday too..." They are just tooo adorable!

    My roomie! She's from Columbia n speaks Spanish. I shld ask her to teach me spanish and dancing. She's a dance teacher n works in Hilton too. Don't ask me how old she is cz I have no idea! I thought she was like 25 or smtg but apparently she got her driving license 15 yrs ago....

    My first ever sports shoe. And get this, I'm actually jogging! Like full on sweating and shit. Cause I need to control my cholesterol cause I miss cakes and cookies too much! Life seriously just got that much depressed when I don't eat those. Not even ice-cream or chocolates. *crieeessssss*

    Don't be suprised if one day u read a news saying "Girl, 20, died because her body shut down since she's been banned to eat cakes, cookies, muffins, ice cream and most of all, chocolates" LOL

    AFL footy match! Who says I need an Aussie bf to bring me to a footy game? I can go there perfectly with my roomie with free tickets and the best seats =)

    This is Gigi! i babysat her for the night and she is SO CUTE! I want a dog so fucking bad now!

    And she survived.. ;