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QueEn of BiTches




I wanted to type this long ass description bout me.
But I'm too lazy.
So I'll just describe myself in one sentence:

I am special =)

mE m3 Me

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    2010 Resolutions

    + Spend less. Save more.
    + Get another tattoo
    + Control my temper
    + Keep in touch with more people
    + Spend less.
    + To control my impatient-ness
    + Work hard
    + Stop smoking
    + Drink less
    + Stop having blackout nights
    + Exercise more
    + Spend less.
    + Eat more
    + Blog more
    + Stop procasinating
    + Stop skipping meals
    + Master my French

    I *heart*

    + My Bunny
    + Drinking =)
    + Clubbing
    + Chocolates
    + My Besties
    + Laughing
    + Swimming
    + Towering heels
    + Movies
    + Flaming Lamborghini
    + Laughing
    + Sunglasses
    + Dancing in d rain
    + Crying in d dark

    FrieNdly BitChes of miNe

    Joann
    Denise
    Shin Yi
    Esther

    Lynette
    Audrey
    Selyna
    Nicole
    Rosalyn
    Kenny
    Avril
    Csyin
    Natalie
    Rachael

    JusT sPit it ouT




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    How To Eat a Cupcake
    Baking Mum
    Bakerella

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    Friday, February 27, 2009


    I am so fucking proud of myself. Cz i managed to get home before my mom woke up, bath quitely so no one heard me, slept at 5am and woke up a freaking 6am! Haha

    Maison seriously suck big time d. Ystd d crowd was actually worse than 2/3 weeks ago. It barely filled up d dance floor. Last time d stage always full 1, now so so ni. We even danced on it n there were alot more space. Sucks

    I seriously shld stop smoking when i'm drinking d. Everytime i wake up d nx day, my tongue always felt like i've burnt it wit hot beverage. N when i eat, no taste n feels funny. Like now. Fuck

    I think ystd wld be d last time i'm going maison la. Unless is a big group or ppl lure me there like ystd. Haha. We went in bout 11.30 n only got 3 tables including ours. After 12 smtg almost 1 only got better but stil so so ni.

    I'm sorry to say maison has lost it's glory. They shld renovate it n re-open. Clubs usually don't last long if they don't change anything.

    Oh! n i met tat nice server again ystd! Actually i din really rmb him. He rmb me. Haha. But yeah, he's really nice

    Blah! i feel really really sleepy now. Gotta run down 2 starbucks n get their strongest coffee. Gotta love starbucks =) And i'm still slightly hung over.

    And she survived.. ;

    Thursday, February 26, 2009


    I'm bored.

    Like really really bored. Cz there aren't many customer now.

    I'm so bored until i sat by the window with my face pressed into it n stared outside. For almost an hour.

    I counted d cars which passed by. N d motorcycles as well.

    27 cars and 3 motorcycles. Yes, i'm that bored!

    Another 1 hr and 30mins then i can finally call it a day. YAY!

    N going maison again 2nite. Hope tmr morning i can wake up at 6am. Mayb i won't sleep at all.

    A customer just asked me if i was japanese. =)

    I like it when they think that i'm not Malaysian. HAha

    I know it's random. I'M BORED!

    Here's a double rainbow to cheer u ppl up =D

    And she survived.. ;

    Wednesday, February 25, 2009


    Rain.



    Rain always has this ability to make me feel special and sometimes loved since i was really young. And i don't mean that Korean singer Rain. Lolx.


    I just find there's something really romantic when it rains. I love it when i'm in a car with someone when it rains. And it's dark out there and u can hear the silent pitter patter of the rain and see it hit the windshield. It always makes me feel secure n cosy. =)


    Or when i'm at home. I just feel like curling up n sleep or read a book with a cup pf warm milo. Or sometimes i just stare out through the window n get hypnotized by d rain.


    Or when i'm outside. If i'm not expected to go anywhere important, i just love to stand there in d middle of a heavy down pour. There's just something soothing bout it. I don't know why.

    But not every1 thinks that playing in d rain is fun. They just don't understand the contentment n happiness one can experience when they're in the rain. Especially me. =) There were a few people who forbid me 2 play in d rain n made me promise them. Cz they were afraid i would fall sick. But let me tell u, i really don't mind getting sick at all if i get to enjoy myself in the rain. Haha


    I rmb last time in secondary school i always had this tendency to play in the rain till i'm soaked to the boned b4 i go in d car. Then d uncle or aunty wld always scold me cz i was getting their seat all wet. I even went to d extend where i'll bring n empty bag back cz i didn't want my things 2 get wet. Haha

    And there was that time in Langkawi when me n Yee finished work bout 4pm n it was raining. So we changed out of our uniform, grabed some snacks n went to d beach. It was just drizzling tat time n we wanted 2 watch LIMA. So v pulled those mats from the beach chair to d middle of d beach n lie on it. And then it rained heavier.


    We were getting soaked, watching bits of LIMA, chatting n eating d snack. It was fun! Haha. And then we were just walking around n dancing n all in d rain. Tat was d last time i really really played and laughed in d rain.


    And i really really really missed it.


    Oh, there was another time where i walked in d rain. It was after clubbing in MOS with denise n her frens. When we came out, it was raining. So we walked all d way 2 d car although it was only a short walk it was really refreshing. Cz every1 was sweating in the club n d rain made me feel all better already. =)


    So next time it rains, let's just dance in the rain. Provided i'm nt doing anything important la. Lolx




    Oh and btw, i don't know if you read my blog but i just want to say u won. I thought i could get over it but u know what? I lost. Simple as that.
    I'm already trying really hard to forget bout it.

    And she survived.. ;

    Wednesday, February 18, 2009


    Found smtg funny at marieclair.com

    Twelve ultragutsy guys reveal the personal quirks that make them "unique."

    "I check for monsters under the bed. It all started when I was little, and I still need to do it on occasion. Only once has a woman ever noticed. I couldn’t think of a good excuse, so I was honest: ‘I’m checking for monsters.’ She laughed and threw a pillow at me. Did she think I was kidding?" —Joe, 28, bond trader" (a grown man. is he serious?)

    After any meal I cook, I worry about residue on my pots and pants (what if it's E. coli?). So I fill them with water, turn the burners on high, and boil the hell out of them." —Blake, 27, actor (super clean freak much?)

    "I pick my nose — but only when I’m alone." —Patrick, 28, educator (Well, duh! every does it. Is juz some ppl do it n d car n seems to forget that d windows are see through and they are people actually looking at her. And she even put it in her mouth n make it look like she's biting her nail. Seriously disgusting. Rmb tat day Denise?)

    "I bite my toenails." —Geoff, 28, researcher (that is just seriously disturbing. i mean toenails?)

    "When I was little, my grandma taught me to tap open an eggshell and suck the raw insides out. I still do it." —Alfredo, 42, fitness trainer

    "I eat in stages. When I start one part of a meal, I have to finish it all before I move on to the rest." —Michael, 24, waiter

    "I speak to my cats exclusively in Spanish." —Nathaniel, 29, PR professional (my fren speaks to her dog in mandrine only.)

    "Each morning, I sort baseball cards. It can take anywhere from 15 minutes to a couple of hours." —Mikael, 47, mime ( i wish i was THAT free every morning. Usually i'll be trying to steal a few more mintues of sleep)

    "I shave my pubic hair." —Michael, 32, program director (Wow. D 1st time i've ever heard a guy confess it)

    "Every time I have a bad thought, I cross myself. And every time I make a wish, I also cross myself. So I end up doing it 75 to 100 times every day!" —Anthony, 24, law student

    "I put cologne on when I work late. For some reason, it helps me concentrate." —Mike, 33, lawyer (Oh, i get it! it's like coffee!)

    "If I’m too lazy to do laundry, I stuff my dirty clothes in one of my dresser drawers. I call it my magic drawer, because after a few days, clothes seem magically cleaner!" —Joel, 30, writer (this is d best! I want that magic drawer as well!)

    And she survived.. ;



    Eating has always been troublesome to me. Since young, i find eating is like going for war. Haha. U have to have strategies to win a battle and so it's d same with eating.

    My strategies are all taught by my parents. Eg: If cannot finish rice nvm, must finish vege n meat. Or don't drink soup 1st (cz soup makes me real full). Eat fast fast cz it takes time to feel full so can eat more before i feel full (bt everytime i did tat, i feel like throwing up after). Or finish the "expensive food"(like shark fin or abalone) 1st, others cannot finish nvm. Haha

    I remember when young, i use to eat only rice with soup (cz i really really hated veggies- which explains my height now Haha) and i always press the rice down flat in the plate to make it look like pizza. Then i'll divide it to several portions n concentrate on finishing 1 portion 1st then move on to another portion. And everytime i finish 1 portion i'll congratulate myself. It's like a game which i hated.

    One CNY a few yrs back, i drank a whole can of f&n orange n i skipped dinner cz i was too full (cz it's gas + water). N my uncle said tat i'm really easy to rear (yes, like a bloody pet) cz i don't eat alot- read save money. He said give me 2 cans of coke daily enough d. This is why i hardly drink anymore gassy drinks. Haha. N maybe the fact that it's loaded with gas n i find it hard 2 swallow. Lolx

    And i learnt a long time ago to not leave the best for last. Cuz usually bt d time i wanna eat "d best", i'll already be too freaking full. So wasted. Lolx. So 4 me, the best has always gotta come 1st. No matter what =)

    To me, eating is like a task. Usually, i'm just too lazy to eat and to acknowledge my hunger. Give me something interesting to do or keep me real busy, and i can totally forget about eating until i smell food or i realise the time. That's y me n gastric are like best friend. My mom says i'll get stomach ulcer 1 day. We'll see about that.

    People always ask me "U eat so little will full meh?". Hello? I'm a small eater la sure i'll be full. U think i don't wanna eat more izzit? I'm like my mom. She eats little too. And yet i don't understand why she'll force me to eat alot back then.

    I have 2 maybe 3 friends who eat food triple my amount (maybe more 4 someone). N it's really scary. I really really don't know how they do it and where d food goes. Haha.

    And now, i've gotta go eat d lunch my mom cooked. I think she knows if i don't have food with me, i might not eat cz im too lazy to go n buy. But i do eat! Granted that most of it is junk food or sweets, but at least im still eating right?

    Hugs n kisses
    Carmen

    And she survived.. ;

    Thursday, February 12, 2009


    Under Construction

    I actually found a quite nice layout. But when i transfer d codes here it when haywire n nthg came out. Lolx.

    So i gotta do d whole thing myself by modifying d old code and boy was it hard. I'm gonna wear glasses soon.

    I will fix it sometime soon. Most prob on fri cz tmr bz. Or may tmr aso can.

    It's freaking 4smtg in d morning n i better slp soon. Cz my mom will wake up soon.

    Nitex =)

    ps: who can tell me 2 get rid those white words on the top left of d page? i looked through d codes again n again n i can't figure out what went wrong!

    And she survived.. ;

    Friday, February 6, 2009


    I've got a stupid cough which is killing me and making me lose my appetite. At least now i don't have 2 exercise (nt tat i actually do. Too lazy) =)

    Cny was really fun. We did d usual n go bai lin wit everyone n all. D only bad thing was i lost quite alot n my other grandma got admitted in2 hosp. She had pains in her stomach area 4 a few months d n tahan till now. Superwoman man. If me i confirm go hosp d. Anything 2 do with stomach i sure kenot tahan 1 cz it's d weakest point in me. Lolx

    Went to my uncle's hse(who's i've never been 4 at least more than 5 yrs due to some arguments between them) 4 a dinner on d 2nd day. I found out my mom can really drink. Like really really drink.

    She drank red wine, stout, beers, vodka and gin tat nite. And she's still SOBER enough to drive home. Guess i noe where i inherited that talent (sometimes) =)

    Went to Avril's hse on 4th day. D gathering starts at 6pm but i arrived at 9pm with selyna cz of my work. But it was fun. Met ms jasmine's younger sis n others who i din c 4 quite some time d. Haha.

    Food was awesome! Especially loved those huge juicy yummy sausages! n d Captain Morgan too. =)

    Sat was d farewell dinner at Zanmai @ 1u. Ms Jasmine n Patrick Daya was dere as well.
    Dinner was nice. We even had our "Japanese Yee Sang" (it was some kind of noodle) But dam nice la. Sumore we said those words like "long ma jing san" n all. Dam funny. Video n pics are wit chun min. Dunno she'll post in fb anot.

    After dinner v went laundry 4 some drinks. Wanted 2 treat Ms jasmine a Lamborghini (cz it's dam cheap dere!) but she dowan. After she left, v moved inside cz outside got mosquitoes n dam hot.

    Then d usual la, drink n drink n drink. Even got a martini 4 free cz dei din send bill over. n beer too Lolx. It was a fun nite. Cz every1 ended up dancing on d sofa =) And someone got bruises on their leg. What the hell happened no one knows. Haha. N i was fucking sober tat nite.

    I reached home at 7 smtg bath den slp n woke back up at 10.30. Cz i had 2 go pyramid with my cousins. We went ice skating! and i din even fall. Granted there were a lot of times where i almost fell but i still survived! I'm so proud of myself la. Haha. We watched Bride wars as well. It was funny la quite nice.

    D other day i went up genting with a fren. It was quite cold up dere n v went 2 d casino. My 1st time go casino! Last time my dad wanted 2 bring me in but i was wearing shorts so kenot. Lolx.

    We went into Monte Carlo n it was dam nice la. So many tables n machines. We went up to the top floor cz he said it's nicer n bigger there. It's seriously dam nice la. Rows n rows of tables, sparkling chandeliers and a whole lot of cctvs.

    They had so many games there but v played d player banker game. We din win n din lose. I was suppose 2 go back home by 4am so my parents dunno i went out but den went i check my fon it was already 4.30am.

    My parents d nt happy cz laundry tat nite i reached back home at 7am n i din call or msg dem 2 say i was crashing at a fren's place. Once i open my gate den i kena caught red handed by my dad. Lolx. But dei din scold la. Jz remind me 2 msg nx time ni. So in a way, were they expecting me to do it again? Haha

    So dis time i really kena la. Cz i din msg or call. Ended up reaching back at 8am after mamak n suffering through traffic jam. cz i was too coward to go home when my parents still home. Lolx. I really dunno how my fren can tahan till reach back his hse. I think he was stuck 4 2hrs in d jam.

    I went Maison last nite with denise and a few frens n her frens. It was fucking dead at 11.30pm. Like really really dead. Only a few tables were occupied. We almost changed venue bt in d end aso stay cz d crowd getting better d.

    Told u Maison's business was getting worse.

    Oh ya, a word of advice, don't ever attempt to shoot Dewar's. It's bloody disgusting. Seriously. When they finally finished d dewar's (Thank god!) we ordered a btl of tequila. D waiter did tequila pop 4 us. It's like half shot of tequila only and sprite so it's nt tat strong.

    I drank a few shots and finished d last 3 shots when we were gonna leave cz nobody wanna drink. I did all that and managed 2 reach home bout 4am undetected by my parents! So dei din noe how late was i out until =D

    My temp tatt. Thinking of a cross bt nt dis pattern.

    Cny 1st day

    I dun get y my sis's eyes r always closed

    my grandma. i *heart* her

    Tat was d stalker dog. Keep following me n licking me. Dei say mayb it's my perfume. Haha

    Dinner at my uncle's hse.

    Every1 except my sis (cz she holding cam) D guy right beside me is my kaipa. My dad's best friend.

    *heart*
    CaRm3n

    ps: If Krys or Lyn is reading this, i want the cny pics u took. =)

    And she survived.. ;