Dancing In The Rain
Sunday, December 14, 2008
1st week of finals had passed. Now only left French n BM oral and restaurant practial. Can't wait to end all these crap soon. It's so tiring already.
Can't believe that 2 yrs had juz passed like that. Langkawi and Redang now feels like a cpl yrs ago instead of only half to 1 yr ago. I feel so old and yet when i tink of it, i just turned 18. Haha.
I've always thought of my decision to skip std4 all those yrs ago. Although i had to attend extra science and KT class so i can catch up, but still.. It's been great 9 years. I always wondered what would happened to my life and where would i be now if i did not jump a grade.
Would i still made d same great frens in secondary school and college?
Would i have met ppl whom changed my life?
Would i have gone Langkawi for training and met my "38" frens?
Would i have gone to Redang and learned valuble life lessons?
Would i still do those wild things i did n wld my frens be so sporting?
Would i like clubbing? (It was bcuz of Langkawi that i love clubbing and can't stop.)
Would i even move out and stay with my fren?
Would i have studied Hotel Mgmt?
Just one small decision, and so many things can change. And d reason y i choose to jump is cuz i don't wanna study extra 1 yr. (Lazy) Haha. But i'm glad of all d things that happened to me. Good or bad. I din regret making this decision. Not even for a second. Cuz i abso-fucking-lutely love my frens. =D
I was thinking of this phase "When life gives u lemon, make lemonade." If life ever gives me lemon, i would make honey lemon or ribena lemon cuz i like my drink so so much sweeter! haha.
U know d Christmas song which goes..
I saw mummy kissing Santa Clause,
underneath the misletoe last nite,
She didn't see my creep,
Down the stairs to have a peep,
She thought that i was tucked up in my bedroom fast asleep,
Than i saw mummy tickle Santa Clause,
Underneath his beard so snowy white,
Oh, what a laugh it would have been,
If Daddy only had seen,
Mummy kissing Santa Clause last nite!
I've always think that mummy is cheating on daddy with Santa. So i dun get y ppl teach children that song as the song basically means mummy is an adulterer! Haha. But i like d tone and now it's stuck in my head. And i'm singing and humming it very happily too. Haha!
I've read before somewhere that life is like a Director's Cut. Ppl only see the good parts and not d bad one. My life is excatly like a director's cut. Ppl tend to see the good thing only. They never see the bad things. Mayb i only show them the good thing or they aren't that perceptive.
They only see d happy side of my life full of shoppings, yum chas, pools and clubbings. But ppl don't see how i struggle for perfection in my parent's eyes. And there are so many more which i don't wanna say. It might scare u! Lolx. So b4 u really know me, don't assume things.
I know it's a dam random post. Haha. I started writing it bout 11 smtg and now it's almost 4 d. I keep writing and stopping and continuing writing. Cuz i really really dowan study FRENCH! sigh~
And she survived.. ;