Dancing In The Rain
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I can't SLEEP! My sleeping time is fucking messed up. I'm gonna get panda eyes 4 cny. Sigh.
Just tat day in spore i was saying bout how i will get liver cancer n die cuz i always take my medicine with alcohol.
Cz taking alcohol is bad enough 4 d liver and my med is aso bad 4 my liver n mix dem 2gather confirm trouble.
And guess what? When i come back from spore, my grandmother got liver cancer.
Such irony isn't it? I hope she gets well soon. Cz i don't think she can take another round of chemo anymore.
Well, on a happier note, cny is coming! means extra income, gambling, new clothes, seeing my cousins (whom i only see a couple times a yr since i started college), acting friendly to strangers (my mom's relatives), loads of family dinners, mountains of cny cookies (confirm fat) n bla bla bla.
Cny is d time when i feel everything's fine (except 4 d prob wit my mom n her hatred towards her in-laws la). It's d time where i feel my dad and mom actually loves me n i can actually connect with my sis. D time when i can 4get bout my worries 4 a few days.
Oh, how i love Chinese New Year! =)
Too bad it's only once every year. Well, if it happens all d time i won't learn to appreciate it anyway.
I was thinking of another tattoo. A cross this time. Either at d bridge of my rib (d middle) or below my neck at d back. When i got $$ den only decide la. Haha.
Oh ya. I just don't get why guys don't understand no. Seriously! When i say i'm busy means i really am fucking busy or i'm avoiding you atm. So why can't they just take d god damn hint and leave me alone!
When i say i'm busy till after cny means i really am busy till then. So don't ask me out during cny la! After tat only call me again n we'll c how. Sheeh!
I should not hav drank tat iced cafe latte at haagen dazs juz now. Dammit!
And she survived.. ;