+ Spend less. Save more.
+ Get another tattoo
+ Control my temper
+ Keep in touch with more people
+ Spend less.
+ To control my impatient-ness
+ Work hard
+ Stop smoking
+ Drink less
+ Stop having blackout nights
+ Exercise more
+ Spend less.
+ Eat more
+ Blog more
+ Stop procasinating
+ Stop skipping meals
+ Master my French
+ My Bunny
+ Drinking =)
+ My Besties
+ Towering heels
+ Flaming Lamborghini
+ Dancing in d rain
+ Crying in d dark
One of my biggest fear is being trapped. I really can't be trapped in any single way. Be it in a room or a relationship. I can't even stand wearing the safety belt in the car. It really scares me 2 be trapped and i'll feel suffocated. I need my freedom like how a fish needs water 2 survive. So you've gotta gimme me my space. Don't every rush me or control me. I'll get bitchy and distant myself eventually.
I really adore silence. You don't have 2 fill every moment with me talking. Sometimes, silence is the best way of communication. The best way to know someone. The best way to feel comfortable with that person. Sometimes, you being here with me is more than enough already.
I'm an avoider/ignorer. I'm best at this game. When something that i don't like happens, i'll avoid it. I keep pushing it 2 d back of my mind and say "i'll do it tmr/ one day" over and over again. But sometimes, i avoid the problem till it becomes too big to handle. This is bad habit. Lolx. And i ignore practically everything. From unhappy things to people on the streets. So if you see me and i didn't even look at you, don't get on my fucking nerves and say i 'm being a bitch. Then again, i am one most of d time. =)
Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying and even though she acts like nothing is wrong, maybe, just maybe - she's really good at lying. There's always a side which absolutely no one has ever seen.
Gotta slp. It's fucking 4am d.
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt,
i never needed you to be there everyday.
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong.
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do.