Dancing In The Rain
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I am good girl. No, seriously. I'm a good girl and a great friend. But i'm done with people taking advantage of me already. I've always believe in "Treat other how you want to be treated" because it's true and makes every sense to me. I've always helped people however i can and expect nothing in return. But i would appreciate if you don't take advantage of me. I helped you, but i got hurt in return. And you just don't give a damn.
If a friend doesn't understand a topic, i spend time teaching them although i don't have much time myself. But i still do it. Because i believe if i can help, i will. I stay up till the early mornings of 5am teaching and coaching someone even though i've got a 9am french exam which i haven study for, the next day. Because i can't sleep knowing someone desperately needs my help. I share every tips and info i know on the exams with people i care hoping they would score well too. I don't keep knowledge to myself. Sharing is caring and i live by it.
But what i hate is, when i don't understand something and i ask a friend, she says she don't know too. There was this english exam back in Taylors and the lecturer gave us 5 possible topics coming up. I didn't understand one so i ask a friend but she said she didn't know as well. But that topic came out during exam (lucky me), and i simply wrote cz i really didn't get what excatly the topic wanted and after the exams, she told me the essay is "Damn easy" cz apprently she knew what to write but is selfish enough to keep it to herself. But guess what? I got the top 3 highest score in the exam and she wasn't even close. I wasn't even there to collect it cz i was spending a day in Genting and she called to tell me. I guess Karma's a bitch right?
But i don't hate her. I just pity her. Pity her for being so selfish. Pity her for having the typical singaporean Kiasu-ness (no offence singaporeans).
Recently, I gave a friend my essay so they can get some ideas cz they were stuck and it was due really soon. And i didn't score well because there was a % of similarity. Come fucking on! If you really want to copy at least change the fucking sentence. Be a little smarter. I didn't spend hours slaving over the essay so you can just copy and be done with it.
And now i'm done being nice already. I'll only be nice if the situation is to my advantage and i know i won't be taken for granted. After all, I'm my first priority.
And she survived.. ;