Dancing In The Rain
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Last paper tmr! =)
It's already nearing the end of exam week and i still don't feel like in exam mood. Usually in exam mood i eat tons of chocolates and cookies (cz u need brain food if u're using so much brain power) and study my ass off trying to memorize diagrams and definitions. I think it's cause i'm busy with work (and balancing between 2 of it) and going for late night drinks after work, going for interview again in Hilton (which i hope they will call me sometime nx week) and on top of it worried bout my grandma.
And she's fine. At least that's what everyone is telling me and i don't know they're telling me that cz it's exams and they want me to concentrate or what but i choose to believe it. To believe that she's really fine. My sis told me she had a "very very very minor stroke so don't jump on the next plane back". And my mom told me she is "fine, complaining that the bed and pillow are too hard and food is terrible" and that she has to go for brain scan cz there are some dark spots, possibly blood clot cz she fell down quite a lot of time. But blood clots are nothing to be worried about right? I mean u can just take med to dissolve it right? And the doctors thought they were abusing her cz she had tons of bruises due to falling down cz she was weak. I can imagine what my aunts would say Lol
I feel terrible that i can't visit her. It's such a pain in the ass to be so fucking far and not able to do anything. Except worry.
And she survived.. ;