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QueEn of BiTches

I wanted to type this long ass description bout me.
But I'm too lazy.
So I'll just describe myself in one sentence:

I am special =)

mE m3 Me

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    FaceBook is addicting

    2010 Resolutions

    + Spend less. Save more.
    + Get another tattoo
    + Control my temper
    + Keep in touch with more people
    + Spend less.
    + To control my impatient-ness
    + Work hard
    + Stop smoking
    + Drink less
    + Stop having blackout nights
    + Exercise more
    + Spend less.
    + Eat more
    + Blog more
    + Stop procasinating
    + Stop skipping meals
    + Master my French

    I *heart*

    + My Bunny
    + Drinking =)
    + Clubbing
    + Chocolates
    + My Besties
    + Laughing
    + Swimming
    + Towering heels
    + Movies
    + Flaming Lamborghini
    + Laughing
    + Sunglasses
    + Dancing in d rain
    + Crying in d dark

    FrieNdly BitChes of miNe

    Shin Yi


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    Fav Sites

    How To Eat a Cupcake
    Baking Mum

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  • And Live In The Present

    Sunday, November 15, 2009

    This is exactly what i've been afraid of. I everytime i leave KL, this is the exact thing i'm damn fucking worried of. Langkawi was just 3 months and 1 hour flight away and so was Redang. But now, i'm so freaking far away and i didn't see her for months and i'm worried sick. Until everytime i think about it i can't help but expect the worst and get reminded all over again of smtg that happened not too long ago.

    Media paper is tmr and i can't freaking concentrate on my notes. I keep thinking bout it every 2 seconds. I keep telling myself that i'm probably overthinking things and that everything would be fine but it's not. No matter how many time i tell myself that, it's not fucking fine unless i see her myself. And now, i've been told she went into the hospital. But they don't know what's wrong yet. And there's nothing i can do except pray. Pray that she's really fine . Pray that she's weak cz she hasn't been eating well. Cause she's damn healthy. She's not sick or anything. And i just don't understand why. I don't know what happened.

    You know the feeling where you are in a dark room with not even a silver of light and you're fumbling around looking for a switch, a way out. That's exactly how i feel. I want to see her so badly and i have not even the faintest idea what is actually going on. All i know is she's weak, she fell down alot and now she under observations in the hospital. And i don't like being in the dark. I fucking hate the dark. You should know i even sleep with a fucking night light. I'm this close to jumping on the next plane back to msia.

    I love u

    I've already lost one this year and i'm definitely not gonna lose another one.

    And she survived.. ;