Dancing In The Rain
Sunday, November 29, 2009
It started with wine and ended with more wine. The first birthday since 17 (which btw is still my fav bday ever) i didn't drink hard liquor. But i drank tons of wine. Sweet wine, sauvignon blanc, merlot, chardonnay and cabernet sauvignon. It was gooood. And it was all free! Cz i had an event on 28th and there were boxes of wine from the function so we opened it and drank lol and i had work 2day also so after work we took some wine as well. I didn't really like wine back in Msia but i'm getting used to drinking it here cz u can find wine everywhere lol
It's kinda hard to believe that i'm finally 19. It feels like i've been waiting forever to turn 19. Don't even mention 21. Maybe it's cz everyone around me is over 20 and in uni and work they are at least 22 and above (most of them are 24-25). So it kinda sux being the youngest one everywhere and everytime. But to be honest i've never "acted my age" probably cz i'm always surrounded by people older than me so i tend to be more "mature". I know, so full of shit hahaha. But it really feels surreal that i'm 19 cz i don't feel like i'm 19 at all.
And thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! And i do mean E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E. Facebook gave me a freaking scare. Cz even people i don't know wished me (don't ask how the hell they ended up in my friend's list). And those who were in the same secondary school with me but never NEVER talk b4 also wished me. But i still appreciate it so thanks.
And Selyna! We will definately go to the smtg-point (i forgot what is it called d lol ampang?) when i get back. We'll reserve the deck and sit the whole freaking day there till those ppl are annoyed by us and pray that we are leaving soon haha. Thanks for calling me all the way from msia and talking to me for almost an hour. Must have cost a fortune. You really are a one-of-a-kind friend. And i'm not saying that just cz u spend a fortune on calling me. Hahha it's cz u really are =)
LIM SHIN YI
Affectionally known as Fishy. Small but loud. And freaking funny. Not to mention full of nonsense too. I have known u since form 4 and u had made me laugh every freaking day. And I am proud (and happy) to call this crazy girl my best-est friend.
Happy 20th Birthday Fishy!!
I know u'll ask me to take the pics down but I WON'T! Hahaha And i love u the way u are. Fuck those who can't accept it, they don't deserve to be your friend. Don't ever change babe =) xoxo
And she survived.. ;
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Last paper tmr! =)
It's already nearing the end of exam week and i still don't feel like in exam mood. Usually in exam mood i eat tons of chocolates and cookies (cz u need brain food if u're using so much brain power) and study my ass off trying to memorize diagrams and definitions. I think it's cause i'm busy with work (and balancing between 2 of it) and going for late night drinks after work, going for interview again in Hilton (which i hope they will call me sometime nx week) and on top of it worried bout my grandma.
And she's fine. At least that's what everyone is telling me and i don't know they're telling me that cz it's exams and they want me to concentrate or what but i choose to believe it. To believe that she's really fine. My sis told me she had a "very very very minor stroke so don't jump on the next plane back". And my mom told me she is "fine, complaining that the bed and pillow are too hard and food is terrible" and that she has to go for brain scan cz there are some dark spots, possibly blood clot cz she fell down quite a lot of time. But blood clots are nothing to be worried about right? I mean u can just take med to dissolve it right? And the doctors thought they were abusing her cz she had tons of bruises due to falling down cz she was weak. I can imagine what my aunts would say Lol
I feel terrible that i can't visit her. It's such a pain in the ass to be so fucking far and not able to do anything. Except worry.
And she survived.. ;
Sunday, November 15, 2009
This is exactly what i've been afraid of. I everytime i leave KL, this is the exact thing i'm damn fucking worried of. Langkawi was just 3 months and 1 hour flight away and so was Redang. But now, i'm so freaking far away and i didn't see her for months and i'm worried sick. Until everytime i think about it i can't help but expect the worst and get reminded all over again of smtg that happened not too long ago.
Media paper is tmr and i can't freaking concentrate on my notes. I keep thinking bout it every 2 seconds. I keep telling myself that i'm probably overthinking things and that everything would be fine but it's not. No matter how many time i tell myself that, it's not fucking fine unless i see her myself. And now, i've been told she went into the hospital. But they don't know what's wrong yet. And there's nothing i can do except pray. Pray that she's really fine . Pray that she's weak cz she hasn't been eating well. Cause she's damn healthy. She's not sick or anything. And i just don't understand why. I don't know what happened.
You know the feeling where you are in a dark room with not even a silver of light and you're fumbling around looking for a switch, a way out. That's exactly how i feel. I want to see her so badly and i have not even the faintest idea what is actually going on. All i know is she's weak, she fell down alot and now she under observations in the hospital. And i don't like being in the dark. I fucking hate the dark. You should know i even sleep with a fucking night light. I'm this close to jumping on the next plane back to msia.
I love u
I've already lost one this year and i'm definitely not gonna lose another one.
And she survived.. ;
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Finally handed in my LAST assignment of this sem! It's time to celebrate baby!
*Does my victory dance*
But damn, i still got exams and next monday is the 1st paper. Best part? I haven even open the book, much less start studying. It's not that i'm lazy or anything (ok, so maybe it is because i'm lazy), but i don't have time! Can't study 2day cz got work so tmr only i can start studying. And it's forced cz i got a 'study date' which usually is full of chips, gossip and chatter. Which means basically everything but studying.
My 1st saman ever. I didn't get one in msia b4. And i got this cz i didn't use the ticket on the tram lol (Shit, i just realised it's like rm500+) And it's due on a friend's bday. Yes, i still rmb ur bday after all this years =)
And my 1st paycheck (which will be used to pay for the said saman) But i'm not working for this restaurant anymore.
Currently i'm working in a french bistro (and i use the term bistro lightly cz it's a full ledged fine dining complete with silver service). Suddenly i'm flooded with choices of where to work. Shld i continue in the French bistro? Or a high-class Shanghai restaurant specializing in fine dining and banquet? Or the famous restaurant by the lake where i can gain experience working in a cafe, banquet, restaurant and a bar? Or the Hilton hotel where it would be a mix between f&b and front office?
I hope i get the Hilton Hotel one cz i'll be working in an executive lounge. It'll be like Langkawi all over again! Ignoring the fact that i have to start work at 5am though. But then, if i can do it in langkawi, especially after drinking and rolling in sand at 2am then waking up at 4.30am, bathing and running there while trying to tie my hair, i'm pretty sure i can do it here. =)
Can't wait till exams are over. i wanna go the the beach dammit!
And she survived.. ;
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The weather is killing me. Damn cibai hot all of a sudden. It's like one day is 17 then 20 then suddenly jump up to 30. THIRTY! And today is 34! Fuck the weather. All of a sudden i damn miss winter. I rather freeze my ass off than melt. And i'm not even standing under the sun. This is ridiculous man. It feels like it's waaaaay hotter than Msia. Probably cz i was finally getting use to the cool weather here and not suddenly it's SCORCHING hot.
The only good thing about this is i can finally put away all my jackets, wear shorts and can still feel my legs. And bath ice cold water. So damn lucky my hse got ice cold water. The kind where it's cold until it actually hurts to stand under the shower for long. And it makes me wanna bath every single second. But i too lazy. Hahha
Exams are next week. Still got one more report to write. And I am doing everything but that. Lucky it is only 3 papers and if not mistaken, 2 should be pretty easy *crosses fingers*. IF i got study la. If not then i doubt so. I know i shld finish my report so i can concentrate on studying but i just can't seem to concentrate. Damn
Oh, and i went Melbourne Aquarium with some friends. Damn cibai boring man. They got cat fish there. CAT FISH. The kind i eat in chinese restaurants. Either deep fried or steamed. Damn, i feel like eating one of those now. Such disappointment. Aquaria in KLCC is way better than this. The whole aquarium i only saw 1 turtle. Damn kesian the turtle. And there's snake as well. Not sea snake, but some kind of land snake. What the hell was it doing there? Then they got this area called billabong or smtg where they feed the fishes and all. I damn excited thought is some exotic sea fishes but mana tau, it's those cat fish and bawal putih and all.
The only good thing i like there was the penguins. Damn bloody cute. Can see them swimming and sliding and walking and eating and shitting. They shit all over the ice so it's kinda disgusting but once u look pass that, damn they're adorable. I'll upload pictures erm, some time soon. It's still in the cam and i'm too damn lazy now.
I think aust is making me lazy! Or was i already this lazy back in msia??
And that sampat in singapore. It was wonderful talking to u. U always know how to say those sampat things and make me laugh even when i was having a bad day haha
And she survived.. ;