Dancing In The Rain
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
This is how I look when I am reading 3 of my previous reports in order to write this current one. Oh and about 15 different articles.
I have to learn all this languages to say 'fuck you, report'. It says in Malay Fuck you is Yet Meh. WTF is yet meh?? I thought is pukima or smtg like that?
Seriously, I am running out of time and yet here I am blogging. It's not due till Fri 5pm but then thurs I'm going to the races ALL DAY and I've got work on fri till 3pm. So I MUST finish this bloody report by tmr night. If not. I'll die. Oh and fail too.
Procrastination is a deadly disease. It's ok if it is only 1500 words or below but NOT for 3 motherfucking thousand words. I got like 26 hours left and around 2600 words to write. If I have a clue on what to write it'd be quite alright but then I have absolutely NO idea what I wanna write. I have to write a best practice for a training program for Hilton employees. I could bullshit my way through it except I can't because this report would be shown to my manager as an improvement to the current training plan. So yeah, no bullshitting allowed.
That aside, I've been doing alot of thinking and alot of talking with my roomie. We both agree that making plans for the future is a bad idea. I hate it when someone asks me where do you see yourself in 5 years time. 'Uhh.. I don't know. Dead?' Cz i really don't know. I won't stay in this industry for long so no point telling ppl 'I wanna be a hotel manager!' like a fucking retard.
One of the reason I joined this industry cz I hate business, I don't have the brain nor commitment to study medicine or law and I think engineering is a bore. No offence ppl. Moreover, I like this industry cause I can travel. Since studying, I've stayed in 2 resort island which was WONDERFUL and I came to aussie and met so many amazing ppl. I still wanna travel around the world. My plans in the near future includes, going to NZ and UK. Then I might travel and work through Europe.
I'll do this until I'm ready to settle down then I'll either quite hospitality completely or become a lecturer. But prolly I'll quit cz teaching young adults? Nah.. Then I wanna work with children. I think they are the most amazing little human beings in the world. I like their naivety, innocence and how they view the world.
When they see oil on the road, they see a rainbow, we avoid them cz it's dirty. When they see puddles after rain, they see an opportunity for fun but we see wet soaked sneakers. They are so open cz they never knew what hurt is. They tell everyone everything cz they have no secrets. How did we lose our innocence and trust somewhere along the road of growing up?
Children are amazing. But then I only like them from baby till 5yo. Cz after that they are pretty much annoying LOL Honestly, before going into this industry, I thought of becoming a nanny in the US but then you need experience and I was waaay too young and immature then.
If I'm gonna change industry then I've gotta study again. I might do ECE or smtg like that so I can work with small kids like teaching them how to paint or colour lol
And she survived.. ;