Dancing In The Rain
Monday, May 2, 2011
So, I've got exams in 6 weeks time, 2 essay and 1 presentation due this week, 1 HUGE ASS report due next week, 1 report due in 2 weeks time, 1 presentation due in 3 weeks, and another HUGE ASS report due in 4 weeks time. I hate my life.
The only bright ass light at the end of the tunnel is a month long holiday. Which I actually planned to go somewhere but now I can't. Because the girl at work is getting married and wants to take 2 weeks off for her honeymoon and if I took my hols, she won't be able too. I let her because I'm nice like that and I love my friends too much to say no. Did I mention she is only 19 this year? And getting married? Fucking A man.
So that bright ass light dimmed a little. Oh who am I kidding, it dimmed alot. I can barely see it anymore. Damn it. So i turn to other things to make me happy. Like... tattoo! Thinking of getting another one in july. Weeee!
Was suppose to be doing one of the ass due this week cz I haven even read the other ass's ques but I'm soo lazy I cbf with it anymore. Don't even mention the presentation. I feel like crying when I think of the things I need to do but has no motivation to do it. Why am I so lazy?? WHY??
So back to tattoos, still obsessing with rain tattoo. I'm planning to visit several artist n ask them to design some cz it is motherfucking hard to find any decent ones.
I drew some but I'm no artist. It needs professional help lol
Prefer the one on the right more.
And omfg I somehow stumbled upon braille tattoos! Fuckmazing...
Will think of getting one but then apparently I read it's not really considered as a tattoo as they make a tiny hole on the skin and insert some kind of round object or smtg like that. Sounds creepy. And me thinks it'll move. Maybe I'll just stick to plain old dots on my skin. I could write RAIN with that! But I kinda like the picture of the rain more..
Thought about doing vie amour rire again. But somehow it doesn't hold that much meaning to me anymore.
Oh, thought of doing a flower eaten up by flames. Maybe a black rose cz it means death and the words memento mori beside it. But it's a pretty dark and depressing tattoo and I don't think I want it to be on me for the rest of my life with people questioning me. Or thinking that I am some emo bitch.
Sometimes, I tell people my Omnia cause fiunt tattoo means 'fuck you and the world' in latin HAHAHA
And she survived.. ;